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Tuesday, May 29, 2012


"Hidupmu enak banget ya. Why life loves you so much? Gak adil. Kamu jalan jalan mulu, duit ada mulu, kalo ga ada duit tinggal kerja. Kerjanya enak lagi. Dandan doang trus senyam senyum, eeh dapet duit. Pasti diiyain lagi sama orang2 maunya apa. Beda ya kalo cantik huft. Oiya. Kalo ujian gak belajar tapi nilainya bagus. Temennya banyak, sahabat dari SD pun ga lost contact. Semua sayang lagi sama kamu. Barangnya bagus semua. Kalo bosen tinggal ngegambar. Bosen nggambar bisa design. Nulis. Bikin film. Utak atik internet. Kayaknya hidup kamu juga ga ngebosenin deh, ga pernah monoton. Kamu selalu dapet apa yang kamu mau. Curang."

Begitukah? Amacaciw?


Hectic 4th period is hectic ._.

"Cause all of the stars have faded away
Just try not to worry, you'll see them someday"

You know that feeling when some lines are stuck in your head and you keep singing those over and over again? Yeah I do. I am singing that song during my reading and grammar final exam. Woot, final exam? Yoi banget lah kampus gua ude UAS :") hahak its okay tho, short semester will be started soon after these exams are done. God, a room to breathe, please? :"

Semester 4 berat banget, they said. Tapi I dont feel like keteteran sih. Perhaps because I seriously love some subjects of it *gaya maksimal*sokbangetlaunar* and I put aside my job for the last 2 months :) Krisas itu ngrepotin tapitapitapi enakkkkkkk, I love analyzing, sure! beside Krisas's scores barely fail me :p aaaaand the other reason is blablabla blabla blabla. cannot mention it here hehe toooo risky :p so far, I am enjoying this period :) I'm in the mood of college deh lately, I even plan to take three subjects for my SP. Ja-go-an. Pokoknya kudu cumlaude deh gi-ma-na-pun. What-ever-it-fuckin-takes. S2 abroad, you are my biggest dream right now! Watch me watch me (sambil ngetik gini tapi anaknya lagi leyeh leyeh di coffee toffee sambil ngeblog bukannya ngelarin makalah sosling -_-) 

I feel like writing about everything in my life right now, but something just deserves one single post, tho I'm not sure I will blog about it or not. I am so thankful of that, tho :-) 

Good things come to those who wait, they said.

I used to think that this is bull, and why should wait if we can go get it? Yet I have learned that sometimes, all we can do is just sit our ass off and wait. Waiting is really getting on my nerves, eh, was, :P I know good things are worth the wait. I do. I really do. xixixi :p 

God has the perfect timing, God always has. Ensure ourselves about that and trust God. Trust no one else but God. 

Keep calm, and hold stronger to faith. Lalala~ 


Sunday, May 27, 2012

Wide Awake x

I was in the dark
I was falling hard with an open heart

How did I read the stars so wrong?

And now it's clear to me
That everything you see ain't always what it seems
I was dreaming for so long

I wish I knew then what I know now

Wouldn't dive in
Wouldn't bow down
Gravity hurts
You made it so sweet till I woke up on the concrete

I'm falling from cloud nine

Crashing from the high
I'm letting go tonight
I'm falling from cloud nine

Not losing any sleep
Picked up every piece
And landed on my feet
Need nothing to complete myself

I am born again
Outta the lion's den
I don't have to pretend
And it's too late
The story's over now, the end

Thunder rumbling castles crumbling
I am trying to hold on
God knows that I tried seeing the bright side
But I'm not blind anymore

I'm wide awake

well, what the hell is cloud nine? :p

Saturday, May 26, 2012

Hello God


I should be thankful :)
I should be thankful because God gives me the brain that got me a 90 for the exam while I spent the night before watching movies till late
I should be thankful because God gives me the look that got me one million rupiah in a day when all I had to do is smile
I should be thankful because God gives me the way of thinking that was able to held two superb event in a row
 I should be thankful because God gives me the people who are always there for me eventhough they know I could be so annoying uhuk
I should be thankful because God gives me the family that are willing to do anything for me
I should be thankful because God lets me doing what I want to do; theatre, design, photograph, basketball, dance, handwork, writing, thank you God for the blesses
I should be thankful because God loves me so much He gives everything to me; if He doesnt means something better is waiting ;)
And I should be thankful because God gives me............. ;)
I should, and I am.
I love you God, stay with me okay?
Thanks for always making my life better each day, each phase, each development.
 My life is getting easier each day, means I am getting stronger, no? :D

I feel sorry for the terrible life bad people have. Thats what you get, jerk ;)


No more no more no more 8) This is my promise; I wont be like that again 8) Dont waste your time, they said Should I congratulate myself to find another subject for these kind of posts? Kan aku anaknya songong! Yagak? >xp And then my play-all-along song is Florence and The Machine-You've got the love<3 Youve got the love I need to see me thru<3 Okay. Sama Drake feat Rihanna-Take care :p Iya ini kode. Postingan ini isinya kode doang. Ga ditangkep juga gapapa kok :' :p

Friday, May 25, 2012

It was raining. I was just got home. I was sick since the morning, and it was getting worse by the end of the day. I was accompanying vika to go back and forth to places because her phone was gone. We stood out in the rain for half hours looking for a cab. I was all wet. I sat down and at a second, I really wanted to text someone and heard that someone yelled at me for being so masochist. But then, these arrows reminded me not to. :)

Tuesday, May 22, 2012

This is what I did on my last long-weekend.
How about you?

'why write despair? I challenge you to write ten things you love'

Okay. Challenge accepted :9

I love ice cube.
This comes first because right now I am chewing ice cube :9 This is my second glass full of ice cubes today. Crunchy crunchy crunchy. Ice cube is just the best :"D

I love the smell of Air Conditioner.
Yeah, I love smelling it ._. It feels good to my nose and I just love the smell of it. Does it even have smell, they asked. Yeah, it does, and it smells gooooood :9 sniff sniff sniff!

I love TV serial.
Yeah I do love  TV serial. I love watching them after I have the full season tho :p When I was a kid, my mom introduced me to Friends, Six Feet Under, The Undercover, Buffy the Vampire Slayers, Xena, etc. Right now, my current favorites TV serials are HIMYM, Gossip Girl, Grey's Anatomy, CSI, NCIS, Lie to Me, Castle, Glee, Pretty Little Liars, Sherlock, Skins. Uwaaaa those are a bunch, no?

I love Bugs Bunny.
I DO LOVE BUGS BUNNY HAHAHA :p I still wish I were Lola Bunny so Bugs would love me blind. I love Looney Tunes :3 My favorites are Bugs, Lola, Marvin the Martian, Tazmanian Devil :3

I love Garfield.
Loves to eat, cynical, lazybone, selfish, fluffy tummy, what can you not love about Garfield? :"D

I love fireworks.
Nuff said on this one. Should I really tell you about fireworks, no? :P

I love Mentos.
Mentos has always been my favorite candy. I love mints, thats why I love Mentos.

I love Avocado Juice with Chocolate Milk and Ice Cream
Seriously, do they add drugs on this drink or what? Tsk.

I love peanut butter.
I love peanut butter. I love Skippy. I love Sari Roti's peanut butter sandwich. I love Baskin n Robbins' peanut butter flavoured ice cream. I love peanut on red velvet's :p I love peanut butter! Nomnomnom

I love to write.
Dont you? ;)

Sunday, May 20, 2012

Aku ngepost apa dibawah ini *mulutberbusa* ngacoo ngacoooooo hahahaha udahan sih nar, dont sweat the small stuff, dont open your blogger if youre on your period :p cari aja yg mirip kyuhyun. EEEH JANGAN DENG, kamu hidup di dunia nyata nara. Jangan suka sama orang karena dia mirip artis dong, kasian banget sih hidupmu kalo gitu :" lagian matamu kan sehat nar. Jadi hmm yaa begitulah :p kamu bukan orang tolol nar, get smart, get real. Never ever ever settle for fucking less. Trust God. Pria baik untuk wanita baik, they said. Look before you fall nar. Look with both brain and eyes. You'll be just fine. Cium peluk mwah
Iri. Iya, iri. God knows aku jarang bgt iri sama orang. I love myself and I love mylife. Tp skrg aku iri. Iri buat cewekcewek beruntung itu yg masih diperjuangin sama cowoknya. Mereka masih mau stand up bcs they respect their girls, they cherish the goodness, and they have hearts. Fuck I dont even worth an explanation. Some of those girls were cheating, overpossesive, around them all the time with their intensities. What have I comitted to you, sucker? I really really hate myself for feeling envy but I just cant help. You lads are sucha lucky bitches. They gave you chances, efforts, positiveness, EXPLANATIONS, FAIRNESS, while he gave me hell.

Saturday, May 19, 2012

terbawa angin dan menghilang

biarkan saja menghilang


berdiri. merapihkan rok. menyapu air mata.

lalu bergerak melangkah. maju. ke depan. selangkah demi selangkah.

ayo pergi meraih bulan :)

Parade Cowok Ganteng

Hi. I'm currently dating:

Nemu si ganteng yang main jadi Freddie di Skins UK season 3-4 Luke Pasqualino :"
Kurus ya? Sinisini sama Nayaaaa :">

Dia tipikal kaya Nate Archibald-nya Gossip Girl gitu :}
Shoot Chace Crawford is just asdfghjkl

And Nate has alwaaaaaays been my Prince Charming <3
God knows how much I love these kind of men :"
Kapan ya punya pacar tipe dandy begini aaak

Tapitapitapi, these bad boys always have a spot on me sih :" 
Yea, jerk has his own cuteness kan ._.
Kalo di Skins UK, yg macem begini nih adaaa yg gantenggg, namanya Cook :">
Yang main namanya Jack O'Connell

Naah kalo yg ini tipenya kaya the one and only, my almighty, Chuck Bass :")
Ed Westwick pernah sih gue liat main di film lain, but NONE beats Chuck Bass :")

See? Setipe kan Cook sama Chuck? Fufufu :">

Ada satu, ga nyambung sih sama yg diatas tapi cute geek does exist loh everyone :

Mamam tuh Cameron Mitchell :")

Thursday, May 17, 2012

Delicious english is delicious


Thank you for 2010&2011, you all were sucha good officials. 
Thank you IKMI.
Thank you All Makes, UT, Astra International.
Thank you Trio Ambisi, Wonderbra, Soulvibe, Anda.
Thank you MC&PMI&Pengamen.
Thank you participators.

I, myself, as the Event Coordinator, want to say thanks for your trust in me, over and over again.
Thanks for the patience.
Thanks for the support.
Thanks for the help.
Thanks for the companion.
Thanks for the understanding.

For me, all events that we held together, PK-Get The Beatles-PSPB-GSR-Carnival-Englicious, those were perfect. 
We are such a great team and great moneymaker :-p
It has always been my honor to work with you guys :-)


Manekin :-p

Event Coord & LO Coord

Mantan PO yang skrg jadi anak Acara, Koor Acara yang tetep aja jadi Koor Acara, Danus yang jadi LO, dan mantan anak Acara yang sekarang jadi PO

Penunggu backstage :-p

Thanks God we both didnt make the same photos as the year before -,-

Ehm *no comment

Kamu, beberapa hari yang lalu baru saja mengetik seperti itu

Itu draft


Iya deh, ngaku, labil mungkin

Labil, apa ada distraction yang hebat?


Cannot resist ya


Nanti cepet juga lagi ilangnya

Care to try?

Need answer?

Saturday, May 12, 2012

Bilakah engkau mengerti semua yang ada di hatiku ini
Ku hanya ingin dekatmu
Namun kau slalu menyadarkan aku, bukan kau

Kau yang slalu bilang slalu bilang tuk tetap aku disini, takkah berarti?
Bahwa yang kau bilang yang kau bilang kita saling memiliki
Dimana aku disini

Pernahkah engkau sadari, bahwa kau slalu menyadarkan aku, bukan kau

Inilah masa dimana setiap sajak membunuh, dan mencabik. Sakit memang, seharusnya kau hadir untuk melihat percikannya. Seharusnya kau hadir untuk mendengar suaraku menghempas tanah dari ketinggian yang hanya kita berdua yang tahu; atau hanya kau. Inilah yang kau mau, nikmatilah.

Mungkin suatu saat jika kita bertemu lagi, akan kutunjukkan bekas lukanya.

Atau, mungkin tidak.

Cause whats left to lose?
I've done enough.
And if I fail well then I fail but I gave it a shot.
And these last three years, I know they've been hard.
But now its time to get out of the desert and into the sun; even if its alone.

Midnight chats always amaze me. I would love to be up all night listen to those stories contain dreams, hopes, wild imaginations, weird fantasies hahaha. If right now we talk about our own stories, perhaps someday we no longer need the word 'own' because perhaps we will only use that word for once, with the subject and object I and you, doesnt matter what goes first but that will probably explain a lot, no? Perhaps, someday. :) 

Friday, May 4, 2012

Tuhan, halo

Tuhan, halo?

Tuhan, kirimin dinosaurus dong, sebiji aja, buat makanin orang orang yang harusnya emang dimusnahin aja dari dunia ini
Kirimin dinosaurus buat makanin yg suka ngejahatin Papanya Nara yaa
Kirimin dinosaurus juga buat makanin abang abang ngeselin yang sukanya ngeliatin nyuitin ngeledekin kalo lagi di stasiun atau di jalan -3-
Nanti dinosaurusnya juga dikasih makan orang orang yang bacot ajaaa yg pada sotoy itu loh yg sukanya ngurusin hidup orangggg berasa bener aja
Kirimin dinosaurus juga buat yg gayanya aneh2 biar ga nambah dosa Nara beserta teman teman tercinta yaa ._.
Kirimin dinosaurus buat cewek barunya rizky yaa siapapun itu Tuhaaaaan HAHAHAHHAHAHA

Okay ini postingan random banget :"


Wednesday, May 2, 2012

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I've spent on you
Where are the times gone?
Baby, it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?

Yeah, I know it's hard to remember
The people we used to be
It's even harder to picture that you're not here next to me
You say it's too late to make it
But is it too late to try?
And then that time that you wasted
All of our bridges burnt down

I've wasted my nights
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed
Still stuck in that time when we called it love
But even the sun sets in paradise

If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this 
All those fairytales are full of shit
One more stupid love song, I'll be sick

You turned your back on tomorrow
Cause you forgot yesterday
I gave you my love to borrow
But you just gave it away
You can't expect me to be fine
I don't expect you to care
I know I said it before
But all of our bridges burnt down