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Thursday, September 22, 2011

Who was the last person you held hands with?

cici
Are you loud, outgoing, or shy?
depends on the mood
Who are you looking forward to seeing?
mmh
Are you easy to get along with?
yea, but sorry I am a picky
Have you ever given up on someone, but then gone back to him or her?
haha well stupidly done~
If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?
depends on his mood
Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?
I'm taken now
Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?
guess who
Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
no
Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
vika
What does your most recent text say?
havent checked moi phone and not planning to. kinda new habit. ha. guess why.
How do you feel about abortion?
as long as the baby havent had a soul, quite okay
Do you like big crowds of people?
depends on what kind of people
Do you believe in luck and miracles?
Nothing is impossible, I suppose :p
What good thing happened this summer?
a memory
Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
only if he's willing to
Do you think there is life on other planets?
never put much thought abt it, but why not?
Do you still talk to your first crush?
who's my 1st crush? :|
Do you like bubble baths?
yeaaa :3
Do you like your neighbors?
I'm not socializing much
What are your bad habits?
too much thinking
Where would you like to travel?
Europexxxx
Do you have trust issues?
hehe yeappy
Favorite part of your daily routine?
when I feel loved -galau eaa?
What body part are you most uncomfortable with?
waist
What do you do when you wake up?
checking phone 
Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
lighter
Who are you most comfortable around?
ppl who love me
Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?
I dont have any ex, and not planning to have one. seriously.
Do you ever want to get married?
yesss
Is your hair long enough for a ponytail?
soon!
Which celebrities would you like having a threesome with?
kyuhyun? :P
Spell your name with your chin.
whats next?
Do you play sports?
I love basketball #justsaying
Would you rather live without TV or music?
TV. I'm living without it alrd anw
Have you ever liked someone and never told them?
yes
What do you say during awkward silences?
I dislike this situation
Do you think age matters in relationships?
no
What are your favorite stores to shop in?
I barely shop
What do you want to do after high school?
get into a perfect college. already did btw
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
changing is hard #justsaying
If you’re being extremely quiet, what does it mean?
I'm controlling myself
Do you smile at strangers?
no
Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?
outter
Do you want a roommate?
ale 
What are you paranoid about?
goodbyes #tuhkangalau
What was the meanest thing someone ever said to you?
youre not good enough
The nicest thing?
you are amazing
Have you done something recently you hope no one finds out about?
oh yes :P
What language do you want to learn?
espanola. french.


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Tuesday, September 20, 2011

▼"Can't promise that things won't be broken
But I swear that I will never leave
Please stay forever with me"


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Saturday, September 10, 2011

▼Honestly I'm not so sure if this is going to work.
Honestly I'm not so sure if I can really do it.
I know youre done trying,
but I havent.
Time will tell then which one goes first;
Youre changed (changed, not changing :p)
Or my white flag.
Lets just see.▲

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Friday, September 9, 2011

Terima kasih Tuhan

▼Terima kasih Tuhan.

Terima kasih telah memberikan orang tua yang selalu memenuhi apa keinginan dan kebutuhan yang saya punya. terimakasih telah memberikan orang tua yang tidak pernah memaksakan kehendaknya, dan melarang saya dalam mengambil keputusan bahkan jika mereka tahu itu akan berdampak buruk terhadap saya. terima kasih telah memberikan orang tua yang percaya kepada saya sepenuhnya sehingga sekarang saya mengerti arti dari kesalahan-kesalahan dan kebebasan yang terus bertambah seiring umur yang menua. terima kasih telah memberikan orang tua yang membuat saya merasa aman selama ini, karena saya tahu doa mereka selalu mengiringi di setiap langkah yang saya ambil.

Terima kasih telah memberikan sahabat-sahabat yang luar biasa menakjubkan dan memiliki kesabaran tanpa batas untuk menghadapi saya dan persoalan hidup saya yang ada-ada aja. terima kasih telah memberikan bahu terbaik yang bisa dimiliki oleh semua mata yang ingin menangis di dunia dengan bentuk mereka. terima kasih telah menciptakan orang-orang yang menyayangi secara tulus dan menemani disaat tawa maupun luka. terima kasih telah membuat saya menjadi orang yang lebih baik melalui uluran tangan dan saran yang mereka tawarkan dengan lapang. terima kasih atas sahabat-sahabat terbaik ini.

Terima kasih telah memberikan pacar yang terbaik untuk saat ini. ya, saya bukan menjadi seorang pesimis, saya hanya mencoba realistis dengan mengesampingkan semua harapan bertajuk 'segalanya' atau 'selamanya' atau 'selalu'. terima kasih telah memberikan dia dan menunjukkan bahwa kadang ekspektasi itu tidak dikabulkan hanya untuk memberi kita pelajaran tentang konsep saling menerima dan memahai. saya tidak tahu apakah yang akan terjadi pada keesokan harinya, tapi saya tahu apa yang sedang kami jalani sekarang.

Terima kasih telah selalu memberikan jalan untuk saya. terima kasih telah merestui saya sekolah di semua sekolah favorit dan sekolah terbaik yang saya ketahui meskipun saya selalu malas dalam belajar. terima kasih telah mengabulkan semua mimpi-mimpi dan keinginan saya, dan menunjukkan pilihan yang lebih baik ketika mimpi saya meleset. terima kasih atas semua rizki yang telah Tuhan berikan. terima kasih untuk terus berada disana, disaat saya tidak menemukan satu orang pun disisi saya. terima kasih untuk menjadi satu-satunya tempat bergantung yang saya tahu tidak akan pernah berpaling walaupun apapun kesalahan yang telah saya buat.

Terima kasih Tuhan atas segala yang telah Engkau berikan. maafkan jika saya sempat mengkufuri segala nikmat yang telah saya terima kemarin-kemarin, tolong bantu saya untuk ikhlas dan bersyukur atas apapun yang telah Engkau rencanakan untuk saya. dekatkanlah saya pada jalan-Mu, jauhkanlah saya dari siksa-Mu. sesungguhnya Engkau-lah yang paling tahu apa yang paling indah untuk hamba-Mu. Allahuma amin.▲

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Thursday, September 8, 2011

edited sketch



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▼maybe we're trying. trying too hard.
maybe we're torn apart.
maybe the timing has beating our hearts.
we're empty.▲

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Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Nothing but blue skies~

So these are the figurines acting out all the scenes before my eyes
I thought I knew them all by name, but they started looking much the same
And it's not a surprise that I don't wanna listen too much~

How can I give up on all the days I know I've won
There's nothing but rainbows, I believe in the shadows
Now honey, thought I might be dropping out. but now I am gonna work it out, I'm gonna work with me
I'm running like an appaloosa, then I'm rolling like a rusty ship on a stormy sea
You know that people are saying strange things~

Talk to the hand 'cause I know you think the face is gone
I don't wanna listen too much~
I'm not gonna give up on all the days I know I've won
There's nothing but blue sky
There's nothing but blue sky~

Nothing's gonna stop me now
I'm skimming like a skipping stone on a silver lake
I'll take it when the chips are down, but to play the perfect happy clown, you've gotta make a mistake


How can I tell you I know this won't be the last song
I don't wanna listen too much
Not gonna give up on all the days that I know I've won

That's where I'm going cause there is nothing, nothing but blue sky
That's where I'm going, nothing but rainbows falling down on me

Can't you see
That's where I'm going
Got to believe me
That's where I'm going
That's where I'm going~▲ 



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