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Thursday, March 31, 2011

Happy Birthday :)

Happy Birthday, Brilianto Ahmad Fauzan :)

I know you'd be happy somewhere on His side.
I dont know what pray should I dedicate to you because I know you probably could tell God by yourself since you were on His side for these recent years :D

Its been 4 years since you left us. I still could remember it perfectly, those two days. The first day was the last day that we talked, and I was the last person in the class who had a talk with you. You told me you wanna meet Bayu, eh? I called him right away but you were already unconscious when he arrived. The second day, we, me anin ayu, told the class to skip gala together to see you at the hospital. For once in a history, all members were agree! We went to see you, we cried, we prayed, but you were still unconscious. After that, me anin and ayu went to Primagama. Some of our friends were texting me about some suggestions for you. While I was reading them, Ayu got a called from her mom who worked on the hospital where you stayed. She cried and screamed and it felt like I knew whats going on. Ayu told me and Anin if... :''')
I erased all my answers to our friends and replaced it with

"...Uzan meninggal, baru saja :') Mohon doanya ya :') Tolong disebarkan :')"

You know I was dying when I sent those replies, but I havent cried yet. I called my mom, told her, and suddenly I started to cry. All of those tears were flowing along with those shocked calls, those asked texts,..

You went away.. 

I wish I could say I am joking at that time. I wish I could ask you for an apologize. I wish...
Now I wish for you to be happy wherever you are :')

The next day was the worst day ever happened in our school. It felt like.. I dont know how to explain. 

I miss you, we miss you, we all do.

Happy Birthday, Brilianto Ahmad Fauzan.
One of the best men that I ever met :D
and also the most annoying one >:p (sorry cant help bwek)


N♥

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Andien - Pulang


musim kini berlalu berbagai cerita merayu
berpijak di malam yang bertalu
masihku memikirkan dirimu
*courtesy of LirikLaguIndonesia.net
ku rasakan waktu berlalu tanpa senyummu
sepi yang tlah penuhi hariku

hari ini sayang aku akan pulang
berlabuh di dekap cintamu
karna pelukmu akan selalu
membuat diriku jatuh cinta


dalam riuh suasana menyapa
kian menggoda memanja
semua itu tak akan berarti
selama ku jauh dari dirimu

ku angankan waktu berlalu dengan senyummu
sepi yang tak penuhi hariku

pernahkah kau merasa
berdiri diri tempat yang sama
seperti saat ini ku ada
rindukan nyaman ku ingin sendiri pulang

membuat diriku jatuh cinta
membuat diriku jatuh cinta
. . .

membuat diriku jatuh cinta


sayaang aku kangen >.<

N♥

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

byotch

"I don't mean to sound bitter, cold, or cruel, but I am, so that’s how it comes out." - Bill Hicks
yea I feel sooo inline with this quote. sometimes, when I say something 'usual' for me, is counted as cruel for others. Yeah, I'm sorry for having a cynicism... yeah sarcasm also, perhaps:| also, they say "kamu kalo ngomong tajem tapi muka tetep inosen gitu, bikin sebelnya numpuk tauga"._______. uu I'm sorry for having a puppy face ;p

I could be polite, I could say sweet things, I could flatter and please everyone, but somehow I dont think its the real me. its like I am being fake because I'm not showing what I truly feel to people. I've been that way, on junior high. I was the one who say what people want to hear. I preferred to lock down my thought that have to hurt people. but then one of my best, Ukky, said this to me " kalo yang lain bilang ini tu kelebihan kamu, aku justru nganggep ini tu kekurangan kamu. aku ngga tau apa yang kamu pikirin, aku ngga tau apa yang kamu rasain, gimana aku bisa tau kalo kamu cuma nunjukin apa yang kamu pengen tunjukin ke semua orang?"
...
slapped.

here I am now, with my sharp tongue :p I know when I have to control this, when I have to watch my words, when I have to stay quiet. but times when I know I should talk it out, you better watch out >:)

on a lighter note, I prefer to show them my bad side, so that I know whose stay and whose go, so that I know who loves me for who I am, and who loves me for what I am not.

I've got the names, anw ;)


N♥

Saturday, March 26, 2011


Honey I miss @riftrcks
Perhaps, or it really was, my fault
But I cant help missing those times when you were having a twitter
I know, it sounds cliche and unimportant,
but..
It saddens me :(

Will you ever comeback to twitter?
I dont think so, hiks.
Hiks.


N♥

yezzieyez um borrrrred -__-

1. Apa makanan kesukaanmu?
Spicy foods!
2. Apa minuman kesukaanmu?
Air putih
3. Binatang apa yang paling kamu suka?
Kucinggg sama anak macan

4. 3 jenis anjing apa yang paling kamu suka?
Pom! Mini Pom! Husky

5. apa tempat favorit kamu?
Kamar
6. 5 mall apa yang kamu suka?
Taman Anggrek, PIM, citos, ciwalk, GI

7. 5 mall apa yang paling ngga kamu suka?
mall-mall yang ada di orchard! mahal2 sih HAHAHA -3-
8. siapa orang yang paling kamu sayang?
keluarga, sahabat, rizky :D

9. 5 hal yang paling kamu benci.
jauh dari pacar&sahabat, dicuekin, gapunya duit, dikecewain :p diboongin :p

10. 5 hal yang paling kamu suka
disayangsayang sm pacar :D disayangsayang sama sahabat sm keluarga juga :D punya duit banyak, jalan-jalan, sama nggelung di kasur
11. kamu paling suka kalau diapain orang dan apa alasannya?
disayang, do I need reasons?
12. kamu paling ngga suka kalau diapain orang dan apa alasannya?
dikecewain, do I need reasons either?
13. lagu apa yang paling kamu suka sekarang?
you aint woman enough haha
14. kalau kamu mau beli dress untuk acara yang ngga terlalu formal,
kamu suka beli dimana?
mineola :D kalo ngga ambas hahahak

15. kalau untuk acara formal seperti acara mtv music award?
centro
16. 5 merek yang paling kamu suka
giordano, esprit, ninetydegrees, colorbox, ps
17. alat musik yang paling kamu suka.
biola
18. kamu mau bisa belajar bahasa apa?
spanish!
19. apa kata dalam bahasa inggris yang paling kamu suka?
banyak :3

20. siapa first love kamu?
bugs bunny! #eh

21. warna kesukaan kamu?
abuabu item biru

22. benda kesukaan kamu?
photoss

23. pelajaran favorit kamu?
englishh
24. apa yang kamu lakukan kalo kamu lagi sedih banget?
tidur

25. apa hal yang paling kamu pengen?
pengen deket sm pacar t.t

26. kalau kamu tersesat di hutan, apa yang kamu lakukan?
jadi tarzan
27. suatu hari kamu jalan sama teman yang kamu suka, (belum pacaran lho) terus tiba-tiba dia cium kamu di bibir, apa yang kamu lakukan?
tendang tititnya -3-

28. eskrim kesukaan kamu?
b&j's
29. kalo kamu dapat beasiswa ke Harvard?
tancap!


30. udah first kiss?
menurut lo *ngopy jawabannya galih

31. 5 binatang yang paling kamu benci.
ular cicak serangga semut kodok

32. barang yang lagi kamu pengen
iphone ipad2 ipodtouch
33. lagi pingin ketemu siapa?
rizky hani febrianto
34. kue yang paling kamu suka?
tiramisuu
35. penyanyi perempuan favorit?
kelly clarkson, pink, katy perry

36. penyanyi pria favorit?
john mayer, james morrison, seal
37. kartun kesukaan kamu?
garfield! bugs bunny! marvin the martian! lola bunny! LOTS x
38. alat make up yang paling kamu suka?
glitter? hahaha
39. distro yang paling kamu suka?
bukan anak distro
40. bistro yang paling kamu suka?
sentana

41. jenis keju yang paling kamu suka?
Mozarella

42. benda terakhir yang kamu sentuh?
Keyboard
43. orang terakhir yang kamu temui?
lupa
44. your crush?
rizky 

45. restoran favorit?
pastello
46. kalau kamu ketemu actress/actor kesukaan kamu?
pelet
47. kalo kamu dikasih perusahaan ripcurl apa yang kamu lakukan?
dimanage
48. apa yang membuat kamu paling kecewa?
Diboongin
49. menurutmu, apa kelebihanmu?
lemak -___-
50. siapa di sekolahmu yang kamu anggap paling cantik/ganteng?
siapa aja bolehh

N♥

Friday, March 25, 2011

Best of the best!

so I wanna tell you about my bestfriend :>
yeah her name is Lupita Mayangsari Putri, call her thyta :D I have known her since junior high school. She was in class A, I was in class C, but we were together on theatre class. During junior high, we both just had a politeness conversation like 'hai' 'hai' 'duluan ya' 'iya' hahaha :))
when I was entering Teladan, I saw her name on my classmember's list, X International 2. So she was also accepted in this program. At our first period, I rarely sat next to her, but then I started to hang out together with her since all of our organizations turned out to be same, NP and Tonti. I dont really remember when the exact time we started to be together but yeaah we just did, hahaha. Then me and her got into the same class and we started to sit next to each other hahaha and we, along with iza and maman, were just becoming bestfriends :)
Everybody knows we are bestfriend. They said thing like;
"Kalo liat mba nara pasti otomatis sugesti liat mbak tita juga"
"Loh titanya mana, na?" #kalokitacumasendiri
"Nara, tita sakit ya?" #kalosehariangaliattitajalansamaaku
Telling her means telling me hahaha :B whops this is our secret ;p
She have became my bestfriend, until now, until the end :D
She is the first person popped in my mind whenever I want to share
She is the person who knows how to read my real feeling when everybody else believe in what I show them
She is the person I know I can count on
She is the person who stays whenever I am being a bitch
She is the person who knows the truth if I am being 'this' when everybody else judge me being 'that'
She is the person I trust with my whole heart
She is the person who knows all my dirty secret, and still accept me for who I am
She is the person who listens to my stories whenever I tell her, even if it was in the middle of the night, and if it was unimportant thought
She is the first person who ever saw me cry, I mean, real cry, childish cry, yeah
She is the person who makes you think "okay, this is a friend whose become an all-time bestfriend, I shall not let go" :)
Now we were separated. I'm at Jakarta and she stays at Jogja. We have different dreams, and God gives us different ways to achieve it, but I do believe if God will make all of our dreams come true!
Whops I mean she is staying at Jogja for now, I'm hoping it to change so I use progressive instead of simple ;p
I simply miss her :( but I know, it wont change anything. She will always be my best, no matter what :D
Some years later, you will see, me and her, will already becoming a successful lads! We'll be fckin rich, marry handsome men (I hope its Rizky aminaminamin xx), live in another country, and make a cafe. Dont forget those dreams, tit! We're gonna make it ALL real, amen xx
I woff you, titit :}

P.s : this post was inspired by Lintang's.

N♥

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

you aint woman enough

You've come to tell me something
You say I ought to know
That he don't love me any more
And I'll have to let him go


You say you're gonna take him
But I don't think you can
Cause you ain't woman enough
To take my man


Women like you they're a dime a dozen
You can buy 'em anywhere

For you to get to him
I'd have to move over
And I'm gonna stand right here

It'll be over my dead body
So get out while you can
'Cause you ain't woman enough
To take my man


Sometimes a man's caught lookin'
At things that he don't need
He took a second look at you
But he's in love with me
Well, I don't know where that leaves you
Ah, but I know where I stand
And you ain't woman enough
To take my man


No, you ain't woman enough t
o take my man

its Paramore - You Aint Woman Enough (Cover Loretta Lynn) song and GOSH I just LOVE this song :3


p.s : click on the title of this post to download the song!



N♥

Bruises

I tried to do handstands for you
I tried to do headstands for you
Everytime I fell on you, yeah, everytime I fell
I tried to do handstands for you
But everytime I fell for you
I'm permanently black and blue, permanently blue for you
For you-ooh-ooh-ooh
So black and blue-ooh-ooh-ooh
For you-ooh-ooh-ooh.

I grabbed some frozen strawberries so I could ice your bruising knees
But frozen things they all unfreeze and now I taste like....
All those frozen strawberries I used to chill your bruising knees,
Hot July ain't good to me
I'm pink and black and blue for you.

I got bruises on my knees for you
And grass stains on my knees for you
Got holes in my new jeans for you
Got pink and black and blue

For you-ooh-ooh-ooh
So black and blue-ooh-ooh-ooh
For you-ooh-ooh-ooh

N♥

Monday, March 21, 2011

Analogi Hujan

Aku tak mengharapkan apapun dari rintikan hujan ini
Hanya ingin membiarkan sapuannya menerpa
Mereka bilang hujan menyembunyikan air mata; merekalah air mata itu, bagiku
Merembes kedalam tanah, bertemu dengan air lainnya
Lalu pasrah menunggu hingga diantar matahari menuju awan
Jika hujan pun bisa bertahan, mengapa aku tidak?

Air-air ini telah ditinggikan oleh matahari
Telah pula diterbangkan ke awan
Namun mereka pun akan terus kembali ke bumi, bersatu dengan semua sampah yang ada di tanah

Seharusnya aku dapat belajar sesuatu.


N♥

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

┐('⌣'┐ ) (┌'⌣')┌

I just have so many plans on my mind, and I'm freaking excited now ┐('⌣'┐ ) (┌'⌣')┌

N♥

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

EngLit's Day Out!

Yesterday me and my class skipped tue's class together to have an ice skating! haha where was that? at Taman Anggrek of course. yeah I know, its just too far, depok-tomang ._. at first we planned to go there by cars but finally we decided to take public transportation. First we took a train from stasiun UI and touched down at Stasiun Tebet. We took a cab till Busway's Shelter and went straight to Taman Anggrek :D

After that, we decided to have a lunch first. Mitha Nilam Grita went to Central Park's Sushi Tei and Sarah Razan Aji Datu Caca Dimas went to KFC and me Vika Komuk Bonci Dani went to McD. Soon, we started ice-skating!! Geez its been such a loooong time since the last time I played it! hahaha how I miss those times :'D

The rink was being conserved at 4.30 so we decided to go home. we took a busway to cawang and took ekonomi to go to stasiun UI. I repeat, its ekonomi ._. not an ekonomi AC nor express but ekonomi .________. I dont wanna talk about it huaaah but I swear I'm not gonna take that train anymore unless the options are ekonomi or walking ! -3-

Here are the pics :D
















N♥

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Analog

Terkadang, kurva kita bertabrakan. Namun tak jarang, kurva kita tidak sekalipun bersinggungan.

Ada kalanya,
Kurvamu mencapai puncak ketika kurvaku baru mulai menanjak.
Kurvamu telah sangat menurun saat kurvaku baru mencapai titik puncak.

Dari situlah, kita butuh garis singgung.
Garis yang terus menghubungkan kurva kita, apapun kondisinya. Bagaimanapun keadaannya. Bahkan jika nilaimu adalah tak terhingga dan nilaiku 0.

Namun untuk mendapatkan garis singgung yang tepat,
Kita perlu perhitungan yang akurat dan tepat.
Dan terkadang, itu butuh waktu yang sangat teramat lama.

Apakah kita cukup sabar untuk membuat persamaan garis singgung tersebut?
Ataukah kita akan kalah oleh waktu dan rasa putus asa?

Pertanyaannya kembali ke awal;
Apakah kita benar-benar mau mencarinya?


N♥

Saturday, March 5, 2011

words

hai lebah, kenapa kau suka madu?
"karna aku mencintainya"
apa kau tak kasihan kepada bunga yang telah kau curi madunya?
"cinta tak menyisakan ruang kosong untuk rasa kasihan di hatiku"

hai semut, kenapa kau suka gula?
"karna aku mencintainya"
tapi kenapa kau suka kue juga?
"karena dalam kue, ada gula yang kusuka. meski ia bersanding dengan telur dan terigu, aku akan tetap mencintainya.."

N♥