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Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Lifes, in recent.

migraine strikes me tonight. errgh suddenly I feel weak, and labile. this kind of pain could really boost down my mood. wtf
life goes up and down these days, but I feel happy. spent these 2 weekends with friends. watched eat pray love and sat down and chitchatted at coffee toffee, yeah life's good. moreover mid term will be held these weeks after. wish me luck :3

things got easier for me, I mean, this kind of adaptation. its been 3 months for me, living here, studying, approaching friends, adapting. I got those cool new fellas that help me and my lonesome heheh B"> we're getting close, english litareture paralel class I mean, and I enjoyed going back home late with them just like I used to when I was on school. I kinda miss those moments :')

next, I got some cool plans with my ladieees :D first, we have 'saving plan' which issss saving for buying things that we want without asking parents :> haha it will be held for 2 weeks at first, but I'm ready if we add some more ;p second, we have 'fund rising plan' huahahaha yeah we really want to work, produce moneysss$$$ but because it was still a secret, let it be a secret :P third is.. my own plan actually. healthy food :3 I feel my body is getting weak and I have serious trouble with my sleeping time, so I have to be healthy. lets start it from which food I will eat. picky picky picky lets get picky :>

anyway, Deaz's daddy had gone last sunday :'''''( I respected him, he's a good good man, and I know how much Deaz loved him. ergh, I mean loves him. she would never stop it :) I feel bad, really bad for could not being there, offering my ears and my shoulders to her. I'm sorry sweetheart, but I'm praying for your mommy and your strength. God never gives obstacles that human cannot pass. I love you, Deazty Caprina Minjarani, stay strong :''')

he's good anyway. our is good until now :) and hope for ... ever? hahah we could only hope, eh? life has its own path and I do trust God will show whats best for us :) for sure, I love him. I meant it when I said to him once if words fail to describe, because I really could not find any suitable words for it. I'm glad he's mine, and I'm proud to be his. hello sleepyhead, I'm longing to see you again, I miss you quite terribly :*

anyway, while I am typing this, Merapi has errupting and it began to ash-rained at Kaliurang and those nearby. there's a tsunami flooded Mentawai after two earthquakes hitted it. Jakarta also drown flooded because of this stupid weather =,= God, please I'm begging you, bless Indonesia. forgive us, save us, protect us. Bismillahi wallahualam.

outting ♥

Thursday, October 21, 2010

lonesome

speak to me, lonesome, why do you come to my senses?
I got sunshine on my day
I got moon on my night
speak to me, lonesome, why do you come to my senses just now?



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Wednesday, October 20, 2010

kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen kangen

aku KANGEN ! hiks

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Thursday, October 14, 2010

cinta dalam diam

Seseorang pernah mengukir untaian baris kata:

"Bila belum siap melangkah lebih jauh dengan seseorang, cukup cintai ia dalam diam..."

Karena diammu adalah salah satu bukti cintamu padanya.

Kau ingin memuliakan dia, dengan tidak mengajaknya menjalin hubungan yang terlarang,

karena kau tak mau merusak kesucian dan penjagaan hatinya.

Karena diammu memuliakan kesucian diri dan hatimu.

Menghindarkan dirimu dari hal-hal yang akan merusak izzah dan iffahmu.

Karena diammu adalah bukti kesetiaanmu padanya.

Karena mungkin saja orang yang kau cinta adalah juga orang yang telah Allah pilihkan untukmu.

Ingatkah kalian tentang kisah Fatimah dan Ali?

Yang keduanya saling memendam apa yang mereka rasakan.

Hingga pada akhirnya mereka dipertemukan dalam ikatan suci nan indah.

Karena dalam diammu tersimpan kekuatan. Kekuatan harapan.

Hingga mungkin saja Allah akan membuat harapan itu menjadi nyata hingga cintamu yang diam itu dapat berbicara dalam kehidupan nyata.

Bukankah Allah tak akan pernah memutuskan harapan hamba yang berharap padanya?

Dan jika memang 'cinta dalam diammu' itu tak memiliki kesempatan untuk berbicara di dunia nyata, biarkan ia tetap diam.

Jika dia memang bukan milikmu,

toh Allah, melalui waktu akan menghapus 'cinta dalam diammu' itu dengan memberi rasa yang lebih indah dan orang yang tepat.

Biarkan 'cinta dalam diammu' itu menjadi memori tersendiri dan sudut hatimu menjadi rahasia antara kau dengan Sang Pemilik hatimu,

hanya antara kau dan Dia.

outting ♥

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

perfect 9

so last saturday, 9 October 2010, I spent it with him :3 how come? hahah yeaa I went to Jogja, without letting him know :3
I'm arrived at saturday morning around 6 a.m then went to Anin's house at 10 :3 I said to him I got a package which he should took at Anin's. I hide inside the house, he came and sat outside, Anin gave him an envelope containing letter 'hai :3'
he saw it and was like 'wtf what is this, a hai?' then I knocked on the window behind him, then waved my hand said 'hi' :3

Gosh how I love that look on his face :))

then, we spent the rest of the day together :3


but then I realized if all of these were a bad bad bad idea. I mean, if I could only spend a day with him, I nearly lost my patience. I nearly lost my self control. its like, the feeling that screams 'why I cant do this everyday? why I cant be with him everyday? why?'

and it took two days before I finally could control my self ._.

I wonder when I could see him again. its near to UTS, quizzes weeks, tasks's deadlines, even UAS -____-
perhaps.. stick to the main plan. January :)

however, thanks for that day :}

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Sunday, October 3, 2010

REVIEW \:D/


klik aja gambarnya biar gede :3

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finally :D

CONGRATULATION, NDUT!

I'm hoping she's the one for youuu :D
I saw you cried for girls twice (or more? not counting :0) and I dont wanna see it again
I love you as my best best best buddy ever :3

outting ♥

Friday, October 1, 2010

You make me happy whether you know it or not
We should be happy, that's what I said from the start
I am so happy knowing you are the one
That I want for the rest of my days, for the rest of my days
Through all of my days

You're looking so cool, you're looking so fly
I can't deny that when I'm staring you down right dead in the eye
I wanna try to be the person you want
The person you need, it's hard to conceive
That somebody like you could be with someone like me

I'm happy knowing that you are mine
The grass is greener on the other side
The more I think, the more I wish
That we could lay here for hours and just reminisce
Uh, oh, oh

You're looking so fresh, it's catching my eye
Why oh, why did I not see this before
The boy I adore was right in front of me
And now I'll take a step back and look in your eye
And ask why it took so long to see we're meant to be


On the good, the bad, the ugly
The smiles, the laughs, the funny
Or all the things we put each other through
It's for you, for you, for you

la-la-la :3

outting ♥

Hitung nafas yang kelak berat

Kau ‘kan sakit dan pergi

Tanpa waktu yang pasti

Selamanya, selamanya

Melawan hati yang tak pernah padam

Akan hilang..

Ucapkan maaf

Dan kau pun ‘kan tetap disini

Selamanya, selamanya




..........


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