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Wednesday, March 11, 2009

time goes by and here come the nightmare

Yeah, for a less than 3 months I’ll have my last year on my senior high school periodic time. This is my true nightmare yeaaaah because it means that:
1. I should pass the A-Level Cambridge Examination as a result from my international program endorsed by Cambridge these 2 years. Each of us should choose the subject like; English, math, physic, chemist, biology, and stuffs. Me? I will choose English for sure but sometimes I also think about choosing math too. But I’ll pay more concern to English because FYI, English have 2 sides. AS Level (which is we’ve learn this far) and A Level (we don t get into this lessons). I wanna take both of it, means I have to study the A Level or Literature by myself. Ergh ;( afraid? Sureeeeeee huhuhu my senior passed this. One of them takes 4 lessons. Physic, Chemist, Math, and Furthermore Math euuuw sucks. And he gets awesome scores. A-B-C-D for four of it. And there’s a lot of my senior didn’t pass the AS Level of English, only two peoples pass it. OMFG what will I be what will I be what the hell will I fucking be 
2. I should study oriented for my college too. For this, I really want to go to communication or international relationship. It all social so I should study social too for this years. At here, I was so upset I’m not moving on to social program for my second years in senior high school but past is past, now see the future and face it better than you did on your past. One thing that you’re dealing with your past is just what lessons that you could get. Actually I don’t give some interest to UGM, I prefer UI or UNAIR or UNS than UGM. Idk why I just wanna out from jogja. Got tired and bored being here but I don’t want to leave my friends. So they should come with me hahahaha what a selfish mind :b
3. ITS MY LAST YEARS OH GOSSHHHH I’ll leave NP <33333! This is the hardest point for me. Imagine that I’ll leave NP, there’s someone else take care of it aaargh how if they couldn’t take NP nicely? How if NP will dead end or else? How if my junior don’t care anymore with NP? If I could bring NP I swear I’ll do it :{
Lalala time still clicking and nightmare’s getting closer. I’m not sure I’m ready but somehow I’m sure I will get ready for it


  1. nara kamu sangat lebay nak. ya.. NP semoga masih terjaga..
    di blog, kamu lebih lebay dari aku. tak ada duanya deh.. :B

  2. oh nooo basa inggris!!! aku udah mau ngapus basa inggris dari otakku je


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